Thanks guys, you are truely inspiring. You all have different stories and some are just like a tough workhorse!
For idickers, i don't know how old you are, i am soon 49. But i think you are doing just what you should.
You fight it your way and you get out instead of loosing motivation
(loosing motivation and the will, might be the worst situation of all)
To be honest, the one thing i have provoked and made damage worse, is riding with knee issues.
Patella syndrome! It can be horrible, especially if you have a work you walk nonstop (production line)
If one knee is damaged you might pressure the other more and voila, another issue arrise.
The back and hip flexibility (which i get problem with when the back is crap), start to change during the ride. I don't know if it's blood circulation or the mucsles that start get going, but it feels better afterwards. Muscle relaxant, anti-inflammatory medicine and painkiller seems to make it work now (stupid or not, well who knows)
Only time i think it's tough, is when it's cold. My body just contracts, i also prefer the cockpit shorter and higher.
Weird i guess, but that's how it gets. It can even affect my sense saddle to pedal (again, i contract).
I would honestly like to use a battery heated full kit.
Shoes, legs, upperbody and hands. I have heated insoles, they are total crap. The heat generated just disappear (leak).
It's not even close to warm your feets. German expensive brand (i rather not name them)
I had hoped a trainer one day could feel as dynamic as out door cycling.
Tacx Neo, with industrial rubber feets making it way more organic (better but it's still boring)
I tried roller, jesus, i am totally worthless

I would need a device in the ceiling around my chest, or something that prevent the bike from just getting off.